Wednesday, December 24, 2008

P.S. I Love You

I can't sleep, so I am up at 2:27 am watching P.S. I Love You, for the 2nd time this week.  I made the mistake of watching this movie the first time at the theater alone and I cried the entire time.  The people around me must have thought that I was a blubbering idiot, but the movie just hits home with me. 

The first scene with the fight reminds me so much of me and my husband.  We have had the discussion about the size of our house, etc., so many times.  And I have thought so many times how I can't wait for our life to start.  But this is it.  This is life.  And you know what, it scares the crap out of me.

Of course, the dying husband part is not good for me to watch either.  It makes me sad and worry about that day, and what I am going to do.  Will I lock myself at home and not come out?  And probably more importantly, will there be people that are there to come and lure me out?  I think that is what I am most afraid of, of being alone and no one even noticing.  

Man, this is the reason that I don't blog in the middle of the night!

3 comments:

Amy said...

LOL I never saw the movie but I have been dying to see it.

I don't blog when it's 2 am for that reason too ;) LOL

Sara and Dustin said...

I JUST now noticed you had another blog. How exciting :-) Its funny, I just watched PS I love you the other day.

Anonymous said...

i watched that movie like 4 times in one week :) It was on HBO all the time, and I would turn it on while watching other things. I love the theme of hope throughout the movie. I have not been through that situation, but I think that hope is good for all parts of life :) And sometimes 2am is the perfect time to blog :)